Portland

Blind Cats and Street Photography

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I’ve always admired people who are good at street photography. I absolutely do not count myself as one of those people. I think it takes a certain kind of bravery, an ability to be in a singular world where you are an observer totally unaware of the way people are in turn observing you. For better or worse, when I take a camera out in public, I can feel eyes looking at me. The reality is, most, if not all, people really aren’t, and even if they are it shouldn’t matter. But I can’t help feeling a tad bit of discomfort about it every single time. The best street photographers probably don’t get this feeling. Or if they do, they turn that energy into great photographs. I haven’t quite figured out how to do that.

I’m sure it takes practice and perhaps part of my problem is I haven’t invested the time to get good at it. Very few things in this world come naturally after all.

Photographed with a Hasselblad 500c/m and Ilford HP5 120 film.

It’s because of all of this that my personal street photography tends to not be about people. Buildings, plants, flowers, random animals, old cars, that sort of thing are more my speed.

For this image I noticed a random cat just chilling out on the sidewalk. It wasn’t until I trained my camera on him that I noticed he was completely blind. It didn’t seem to bother him. He was friendly, purring on the warm concrete, only a few steps away from a porch with a cat door. Clearly he was well cared for so the scene didn’t make me sad. In fact, I envied the little guy. He seemed quite relaxed when I made a little portrait of him.

Using the Olympus XA4 For A Sketchbook

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Like most people out there I have a day job. It would of course be wonderful to make photographs full time and pay my bills with print sales, but alas, I’m a cubicle warrior by day and a photography dabbler on the weekends. As such I try my best to dip my toes into a creative headspace whenever I possibly can.

Photographed with an Olympus XA4 and Fomapan 100 35mm film.

Every so often when I manage to wake up and get ready for my day a little early I like to take a walk around town and make street photographs with my little pocket Olympus XA4. I’ve never claimed to be a great street photographer, but sometimes I find the practice cathartic, like doodling in a sketchbook. It’s just a great way to look at things, practice making compositions in the viewfinder, and to appreciate the place you live.

Not every photograph I make needs to be a masterpiece. Heck, NONE of the photographs I make need to be a masterpiece. I’m still going to do it anyway regardless of the outcome

Portland Oregon photographed with an Olympus XA4 and Fomapan 100 35mm film.

Photographed with an Olympus XA4 and Fomapan 100 35mm film.

I find the Olympus XA4 to be a perfect camera for taking snapshots on the street. It’s sleek and durable and fits easily in a winter coat pocket or the side pocket in my daily backpack. Ultimately it’s a point and shoot camera so creative control is limited, but the trade off is worth it for the portability. I also appreciate the fact that it is capable of longer exposure which is helpful when I’m walking about before dawn.

Evaluating Photography In 2023

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I’ve been spending a lot of time recently evaluating how I want to proceed with my photography going forward. For years now it seems like social media (Instagram, Twitter, etc. etc.) are just a given if you want to share your work with the maximum number of people possible. But all the same, for years now I’ve been wondering if they really are the best platforms to focus on. Heck, I’m wondering if there are any platforms that are good for sharing work. When did I buy into the notion that social media platforms are where it all has to be and any other efforts are a bad use of time?

Photographed with a Holga Toy Camera and Ilford HP5 pushed to ISO 1600.

I was listening to a podcast recently were the host described social media as the equivalent of being a musician and walking into concert hall that is filled with other musicians but no audience. Everyone starts playing their own instruments and doing their own thing. The ultimate result is just a giant mess of sound that nobody want to listen to but yet everyone keeps playing in anyway. Expanding on that analogy a little bit the thought occurred to me, why not leave the concert hall and go play your music on the street corner alone instead? Sure, the choice of venue is not as prestigious and is outside the norm a little bit, but at least someone will listen to you. At least you would be giving your music a chance to stand on its own free of distraction and outside noise.

I’m not saying I want to give up on social media entirely. I’m not going to delete my various social media accounts in a huff or make some grand exit. However, I think in 2023 I’m going to rely on them a whole lot less and instead focus on doing actual work. Not necessarily sharing work, but doing work. What that work is going to look like I don’t know yet, but free from the pressure of posting something new each and every day I feel like I now have the permission to explore a little more and tackle some ideas I’ve never tackled. We will see what happens.

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In the meantime, the photograph I’m posting here was made in downtown Portland Oregon on a very foggy morning around 6am. I was walking to work and had a Holga with me loaded up with Ilford HP5 film. It was still practically dark and the Steel Bridge doesn’t have a lot of artificial lighting so I pushed the film to ISO 1600 to even get an exposure. Even pushing that far the resulting negative was still thin, but good enough to get a nice moody scan from it.

3 Frames with the Hasselblad SWC

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A little over a year ago I purchased a Hasselblad SWC on a bit of a whim. It’s one of those cameras I’ve always wanted but I wasn’t sure how much I would actually use it and prices for them tend to be on the high end. However one afternoon while browsing around Facebook Marketplace I found a listing for a copy at a price I was willing to pay. It was advertised as a camera that had been well used but was fully functional with clean glass so I jumped at it. COVID was in full swing at the time and I was looking for an excuse to get outside with my camera so ultimately it seemed like fate was falling right at my feet.

Photographed with a Hasselblad SWC and Kodak Tmax 400 medium format film.

For those who aren’t aware of the Hasselblad SWC, it is basically a traditional Hasselblad built around a fixed and very wide angle lens. The 38mm f/4.5 Biogon to be specific. In the world of medium format that is an incredibly wide focal length. Ken Rockwell has a good overview of the system and goes into more detail about it than I need to so if you are interested in reading up on the technical specks I recommend his page dedicated to the subject.

The example that I purchased is technically a Hasselblad SWC/M with the “M” indicating the camera was “Modified” from its original version. Basically it was modified to fit a Polaroid back which I do not own and will never use. Despite a few upgrades to the viewfinder and coating on the lenses, all Hasselblad SWC cameras are more or less the same in operation and performance.

Photographed with a Hasselblad SWC and Kodak Tmax 400 medium format film.

The images in this post are all from my very first test roll with the Hasselblad SWC. Clearly I was fascinated with looking up into the trees on my first outing with the camera. I couldn’t help it. The field of view with the Hasselblad SWC is wide. Almost shockingly wide. When you are a photographer that just enjoys looking through a quality viewfinder working with the SWC for the first time is a thrilling experience. The whole world opens up! In fact it is a more than a little intimidating to figure out what to do with all that information that will inevitably be in your frame.

I’ve used a lot of cameras in my life, but the Hasselblad SWC feels like something entirely different, new, and has opened up a lot of creative possibilities I never even considered before. After exposing only a few frames I quickly found myself asking why I waited so long to purchase one.

Photographed with a Hasselblad SWC and Kodak Tmax 400 medium format film.

I’ve been surprised by the Hasselblad SWC in practice in the sense that it operates a lot like a point and shoot camera. A little bigger and boxer perhaps then most cameras one would use in a point and shoot style You compose your shot through a viewfinder on the top of the camera and focus by guessing the distance. That may sound imprecise and difficult on paper but in the real world it is incredibly easy. The field of view is so wide and the depth of field so long that you have to work pretty hard to get an image out of focus. This is especially true when working outdoors and with a slightly faster film where apertures in the f/8 to f/16 range are the norm. Using the sunny 16 rule for exposure I just point the camera and click and I don’t think all that hard about it. Most of my frames have come out incredible.

The 38mm Biogon is practically distortion free with no vignetting at all. Most extremely wide angle lens I’ve seen and used have darkness and soft corners but not the Biogon. Leave it to Zeiss I suppose to deliver when it comes to lens quality. I’ve posted a few other images on this blog using the SWC with more serious work, but I thought it would be fun to post a few frames from my very first roll. I suppose just looking up at the sky and at nearby tree limps isn’t the most exciting use of the Hasselblad SWC, but hey, you’ve got to test a new camera out on something right?